OK may I may not be sober but sometimes things need saying things you would not say sober.
This is meant to be cryptic if you work it out text me. Not many people will.
I have done a lot over the last several months to help a situation that was appearing but people did not seem to notice or care. I did something I did not enjoy to avoid a situation that was appearing. I did this off my own back with out asking for help or explaining what I was doing.
Then time went on. I kept things flowing. Not explaining why I was doing what I was doing in the hope someone was paying attention.
Things went on and situations changed. I am not the easiest person to deal with but I feel I am very blunt, open, honest about everything. Please say if you disagree. I have been hard to deal with in recent weeks for reasons I will not explain on the Internet and not in person to anyone as I keep people at arms length. I all ways have always will.
But things seem to be getting worse I am at a loss. I have made mistakes sure but I am not a complete wanker am I? if I am say. I am honest to all. say to my face what you think.
People in my close proximety matter most to me I hope that counts the other way.
Life goes on. If you don't care say I will happily take it and move on I will realise it was a wasted investment of my time and I will not make the same mistake again.
If you think this about you it may be but probably not.
Yours pissed off and slightly drunk